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107 pages and 4h hours later…
…I was reminded why I decided to leave this place.
It was real fun and all, but yeah… never coming back here again!
You know when sometimes you meet someone so beautiful, and then you actually talk to them, and five minutes later they’re as dull as a brick? Then there’s other people and when you meet them, you think, not bad, they’re okay. And then you get to know them. And their face just sort of.. becomes them. Like their personality is written all over it. And they just turn into something, so beautiful.
Amy Pond - Doctor Who. [The Girl Who Waited] (via cerysxo)
So here it is, folks.
The last day of ²º¹¹. Make the most of it, and let today be a reflection of what you want ²º¹² to be like.
I wish you many blessings, and I hope you get to celebrate the beginning of a New Year next to the people who matter to you the most.
Much, much love to you all! ♥
I hate hearing people accuse me of aiming too high.
What am I supposed to do, NOT aim for the best?
So sue me if I refuse to settle like everyone else does.
I’m not going to apologize for not only knowing I CAN do better, but knowing I freaking DESERVE it too!!!
I’m not about to apologize for being who I am.
If you don’t like me, then do me a favor and join the line of people waiting for me to GAF.
UPDATE.
Okay, so as you may or may not have noticed, I’ve been rather absent from Tumblr lately. By lately, I mean for the past 2 weeks or so (if you haven’t noticed, gee thanks… NOT :P).
For the people who have noticed, it’s probably because since I’m such a liking whore, you’ve been missing my likes on every.single.thing. you post :P So I’m not sure if that’s a good or bad thing.
Anyway. The reason for my absence (in case you were wondering… and if you haven’t, well suck it up ‘cause you’re still going to get it) is…. low memory on my computer. At least that’s what I think.
Yeah, the thing is that I don’t know if it’s because I have too many tabs open (even though I’ve tried to narrow it down) or what, but starting like two weeks ago, I can’t properly put tabs on the tag space thingy, because I start writing something and then it kinda freezes and stays like that for like 2 mins (which doesn’t seem like a lot, but trust me, with 30+ tabs open and at least 10 tags on each post, it can get tiring very quickly) and then when it defreezes, the tag is all messed up and all jumbled up with the other tags I wanted to put in, like, they make one single huge tab and it’s just annoying and after a while I just gave up, because I refuse to post without tagging things since, heck! Tagging is fun! And I mean the point is for me to track tags down in case I want to locate a post in particular and I can’t do that without tags.
So there. Tumblr was getting waaaayyy too time consuming anyway, I should really learn that when being on a website (as fun as it can be) starts to feel more like a task/chore than something I do for fun, it should be my clue that perhaps I’m spending a bit too much time on there than what I have ever should have to begin with.
I miss it dearly, to be honest with you; there are sooo many beautiful pics and funny things to see… my Facebook wall has been feeling kind of lonely without its dose of funny posts I take from here! Perhaps I should pay regular visits to my favourite blogs. As much as I love all of the blogs I follow, I don’t think I have the time and patience to visit one by one anymore and like aaaalll of their posts.
It’s also a good thing for me, because every time I got behind on my dashboard, I would get stressed and would go back all the way to the last post I had read and then start to check out every page on my dashboard until I had checked everything I had missed since. Since too much time has passed since I quit, I know that to catch up with everything I would have to spend a week at least in bed just checking everything out. And of course, luckily for me and my sanity, I do have a life and other stuff, so of course I will not be doing that.
At first it was hard (OCD and all) but now I’m doing better. I have more time to stalk people on fb than what I usually did (still debating how positive that is or not :P) but in any case, even though I miss it, I’m happy because I don’t spend so much time on here and that’s a good thing. I don’t really feel I’m missing out on anything any more, I’m free to move on with my life, I don’t feel like it’s my duty to be here, it’s like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, somehow.
I feel free. And it’s an amazing feeling.